A Mile

Until you walk in the same shoes you'll never know how it feels

You can't even relate, so let's just keep it real 

My 'own' is within my capacity; this is no complaint

I remain 'human', so my emotions aren't always straight

Judge me as you like

It's no concern of mine

But know that you really don't know until you've walked the mile

I appreciate the the sympathy

But I'm not after empathy 

This is my decree and I'll face it like woman

Just don't expect that I'm free from faults and I can bear it almost non-human

I'm reaching my capacity 

Knuckleheads need not apply - I'm through with all the stupidity 

I don't claim perfection but I do try my hardest

It's a messed up equation -  this is my test

I don't trust my vision is straight

Each knock makes me doubt myself and accept my mistakes

I know only He Knows what's good and that's part of the reason I don't digress in this stress 

Although I do admit, it's a mental battle wondering if my next move is best

I suppose in the end none of us really know what's up

It's just a matter of trying and the rest will just flow as it's been written: only He to Knows...