Wednesday, November 08, 2006


I haven't the words to say exactly how I feel probably because it really feels as though my emotions and thoughts are a continious circle that will never die, nor be understood....


Craving for a scent we cannot seem to bear, our hearts are tortured by the smelliness of the air. That hollow sound that some might think is wind, is the sound our souls gusting back and forth like a dangling string. Empty in our hearts we're praying for that guidance with no effort put forth with the world’s luxury’s we're trying to sort. Is it need or it is want?... Most of us do not know, all we can say is that it's best to have financial goal. But it is a goal we set or it a soul consuming event to try and plan ever little share not realizing that if we truly cared we'd see that there’s a solution to our woes. It's and easy resolve but hard to dissolve the grinding society has been digging in our skulls. Taking a moment for some air away from a world twisting about trying to gather as much as it could hold. There's a fear that we have, that poverty will eat us up alive but how can that be if we're enjoying lives luxury. No hunger pangs do we feel or terror when we kneel on the damp earth our only shelter without even a meal. There's a hidden force we cannot see, but if we try to feel it will be understood how true and real it is. Blessings are a funny matter, not so much with laughter but the understanding that one plus one will not equal two. If you give one with patience and good intent you'll find ten times as much be dished out in your plate. It will come but only when it's right, it will be hidden even from the strongest sight. It will embrace you but you must agree to allow yourself to see or you'll just keep on missing the meaning of this life. It's such an easy resolve if only you could know, if only you'd bow your head without counting the money you've made and spent. It's an easy resolve if only you knew that freedom comes in a life when there's eternal gratitude.

1 comment:

Farzeen said...


SubhanAllah.. that's deep and so true! SubhanAllah...beautiful. Thanks for sharing it.

Bil tawfeeq, insha'Allah. A resolution, the likes of which you describe, is unbeatable. It's success.. true success.

You speak of a clarity that is often concealed by nonsense. But while I appreciate your lovely words, I wonder how we will translate them to actions... Insha'Allah khayr.

May Allah help us all, ameen!